you are my blood...

I'm the wind that runs everywhere..
I'm at you door step but you won't realize
until I pass through......
It'll be too late for you to get a hold of me...
I am the little sunshine that shine through the winter,
so won't get too cold.......

I'm your sunshade when sun burns you in summer
but I can't be there anymore...
the sun is gone and you are happy.....

you are the blood that runs through my veins.
and the strength that holds me up...
I hope you know that.....
even I can't be there in every step of your way....
so find me in your heart....

OH GOD..........

Sometimes I need to hide far away
 from the entire world.
In closet where dark and gloomy
Drown in a river 
so I could flush myself away.....
Run in a highway where I could crash
Burn in a fire where I could smell my own flesh.....
But more than anything
I need to live my own way....
I need a life...of my own.....

Even more...

I love the summer
it's full of light
even when you sleep
you feel the warmth of summer
when you awake...
fragrance of flowers
chirps of  birds....
I love the winter even more
It's somewhat different..
everybody else love the summer
you don't...
ask me why....?
It's not because of darkness....